I could write about being sad but there’s nothing like a toddler vomiting on you at 5am in the morning to give you a fresh perspective or at the very least something to do.
It hurts that for the first time I really just knew I was pregnant and that it was one that didn’t stick. The knowledge hurt. Sometimes not knowing is so much better. And it hurts my heart and maybe my pride a little as well.
But I have a little one to look after so I don’t have to think about that too much. I just have to try to get her to a bucket or sink as quickly as possible. And know that in the afternoon she will be tired but she will start to feel better.
It’s ok. I’ve needed to be needed this week.
Ahh, the power of being needed. It works wonders! That said, don’t forget to give yourself a little TLC when you are able, it is necessary
Those early pregnancy tests are a really mixed blessing. I’m sorry it didn’t stick. I lost one at 5 weeks before I had Grace – it is very sad. It will happen when the time is right (which I know is a dreadful cliche – but it’s true)Sending my love x
By the time I got pregnant with Piper I refused to test because it was just too hard. This time I did because I was so sure. But I’ll go back to not testing now. No matter how tempting it might be.
I’m sorry, Zoey. Trying to conceive can be such a roller-coaster ride. Sending hugs from across the miles.
It sure is. Thanks K x
It is horrible. pamper yourself and wallow for a bit. <3
I am eating chili chips and drinking coffee for breakfast. I will probably have cupcakes for lunch. I think that counts as wallowing. xox
I’m so sorry. I wish it were different. I hope you all start to feel better soon.
Me too Tiff. Thank you. xox
Love. So much love. I’m so sorry and I hope that you (and Piper) feel better soon. xxxx
Everyone in the family has had it now. I’ve disinfected enough for five lifetimes. Upside, my house is clean. My mothers’ standards clean. I’ll enjoy it now.
You were with me online when I lost mine at 5 weeks. I know how much this hurts…no matter what “they” call it. I’m sorry I can’t do more for you. You’re in my thoughts.